From Concept to Crap: A Day in the Life of...
Never has a month lasted so long yet ended so abruptly. For a moment life was chaotic, frenzied, and fun. Alcohol, cigarettes, and first impressions; work, as it previously did, served as my audience, psychiatrist, entertainment, drama, and least of all...job.
But as for the nagging questions in the back of my mind...that unknown issue engulfing me like the shadow of a skyscraper, something needs to be said. I just sent this to a friend on Instant messenger...
"Fool me once shame on me, fool me twice shame on you. She fooled me for like the twentieth time...God Dammit, WHAT THE FUCK IS WRONG WITH ME! SHAME ON ME!"
Who are you to say it will work out the way it is supposed to? "The way it's supposed to" is the scared way of saying I don't really give a shit what happens between us. This is not blogworthy...and I don't even have a blog criteria! But I refuse to scatter these thoughts to be recorded. I will add one last and final point!
Girls, while they all resemble Satan, can appear heavenly, and are often mistaken as the solution to life's problems. Do not walk blindly into a "relationship" with one...they will tear you apart from the inside out, and leave you with a lasting fear of the term "single." In my particular case, I have cliched the cliche...
I simply cannot live with you and I cannot live without you.
I'll leave the night with this beautiful piece of art I'm am about to create and post...
But as for the nagging questions in the back of my mind...that unknown issue engulfing me like the shadow of a skyscraper, something needs to be said. I just sent this to a friend on Instant messenger...
"Fool me once shame on me, fool me twice shame on you. She fooled me for like the twentieth time...God Dammit, WHAT THE FUCK IS WRONG WITH ME! SHAME ON ME!"
Who are you to say it will work out the way it is supposed to? "The way it's supposed to" is the scared way of saying I don't really give a shit what happens between us. This is not blogworthy...and I don't even have a blog criteria! But I refuse to scatter these thoughts to be recorded. I will add one last and final point!
Girls, while they all resemble Satan, can appear heavenly, and are often mistaken as the solution to life's problems. Do not walk blindly into a "relationship" with one...they will tear you apart from the inside out, and leave you with a lasting fear of the term "single." In my particular case, I have cliched the cliche...
I simply cannot live with you and I cannot live without you.
I'll leave the night with this beautiful piece of art I'm am about to create and post...
I admire your bluntness regarding your personality and your capabilities--It is a sign of self control. I will follow you now sir! Stay Well.
ReplyDeleteCheers,
Clayrn Darrow
M.IV