Saturday, December 6, 2008

I swear there is better stuff to talk about...

More heartbreak that no one cares about,
but it pleases me to get it off my chest,
and really I don't think anyone cares what I write on this blog...
I still don't even know what a blog is.
BUT!

I guess I'm agitated because there is no clear line between getting over someone and finally being over them. It should be that simple. Summary of thoughts for the last six/seven years..."I love you, I love you, I love, let's break up, I love you, I love you, let's break up, I love you, it can't be repaired..." So be it. Now as life goes on and I try to adjust I just keep waiting for that, "Oh, okay. Everything is fine now" moment.

But it ain't gonna happen. It can never go back to the way it was (pre-satan)...and damn that!

It sucks, its life, most people have already figured it out, I'm slow. I loved, I learned, I tried...it wasn't meant to be and that's great! But even with excitement you still have to deal with heartache? It's too complicated.

Sorry I had to vent (not sponsored by Coors Light) but, well, I had to.

I would also like to add...like Rainman. He could add toothpicks at a glance. Whatever, I have shit to say...

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